Friday, 9 May 2014

Making Changes - Eating Out


I have started making some steps towards leading a better life; I am aware this sounds a bit dramatic, allow me to explain. I hate that I'm becoming the type of person that says some day I'll do this and that, I want to be the person that starts to make the change now. Today.

This all started the other day when I decided I was going to become the type of woman who wears patterned trousers, to me patterned trousers say you are confident. I always look at them and wish I could wear them, which is totally ridiculous because anyone can put a pair of trousers on. I took the plunge and bought two pairs of patterned trousers, this was the start of me making the changes I have always thought about.

After this initial trouser purchase I then decided I was going to buy a lipstick and a hat because they are two other things that I had also said "I wish I could wear" about.

Now, onto the point of this post. I spend most of my time in coffee shops and it doesn't bother me to go for a coffee by myself, I mean I usually get more work done when I'm along. However, someone once asked me is it not weird to go by yourself, y'know because I'm a loner. I never thought it was weird, probably because my mam does it too so I just copied. What I don't understand is the fact that I find it a little bit uncomfortable to go for food by myself, which makes no sense given I will happily have coffee and cake. I tend to feel quite envious of people who go for food by themselves like it is some sort of massive achievement. So today I went for my first 'meal' by myself, admittedly I started gently and only went to YO! Sushi but still. I went for my first meal by myself. Success!

Until my next changes.

Hannah x


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